So, I have accepted that I will be redoing this module. As I finished this bit, I kept trying to think of all the positives of needing to do the module twice. The main one I came up with was practice. I will be thankful for it in the end I'm sure. The thing that makes me the most nervous about this silk shading is that you are looking at the same bit for so long that I start to really to see all the weirdnesses and I really start to second guess myself. It kind of all starts to look the same and blend together and I start freaking out that it's just not right.
Anyways, I thought it might be good to just talk about the struggles I've had with this bit. The first struggle I had was getting the curvature on the tip right. I know this sounds easy, but it is a very small sized area and getting it just right was difficult to me. After a few tries though, I think it did improve. Next, I'm not sure if maybe my stitches were too long, but I had trouble keeping the smoothness as I moved around the bend towards the bottom. What I cannot figure out is if the stitching towards the base is stringy looking and overworked or if it's just the stripy quality of the colors. I needed a darker green, but I feel that the darker green that I used (which was the best of the bunch of my DMC's) is too dark and is too much contrast.
I am trying though and learning. I think my biggest struggle is actually working by myself on this. There is something comforting when you work with a group of ladies that are all learning together. Thinking of all the fun times over the past few years with the many different women that I've had the opportunity to stitch with . . .